Music and my life!! dah dah do...

Is there anything that music cant make me feel?

I love the dynamic of music and how it affects me. The feeling of love that it makes me feel in times that love doesnt seem possible. It opens up this idea that although things dont seem like they will compell love to come into my life, it will. The justification that I feel when I'm angry listening to the right beat and stroke. It answers the questions that I have about life and the deeper meaning to my own thought. Why can music explain my mind better than I can with my own words? I try to justify that I know my thoughts better than anyone, but maybe... maybe the hip-hop rapper, the country singer, or folk singer knows me better. My words are in their lyrics. I know that this seems like something everyone notices. The ability to recognize, "this is my song" seems easily accepted but not as easily explained. I guess the only thing that I can justify is that I LOVE music and all it brings and shows me. ROCK ON!!

A midst the madness there is some magic!

The most important thing that I have learned in the past 10 years of my life is that magic doesnt always come, but when it does, its important that you love it. An example of this is that I have at least two different dreams every single night. One, is the same dream that I have had for just over 5 years. It is EXACTLY the same and it wakes me up every night... Thats the madness. But every other night or every three nights I will have a dream right after that reminds me that there is MAGIC still around me. I think that this is true in all aspects of my life. I know my blog expresses my appreciation of the good things that are happening in my life. The people, the situations, the experience, and all the other things that make me who I am, I have learned to love. I can honestly say that I love my life. There is no place that I would rather be. Its good to be sitting on top right now. I am not sure how long that it will be like this but I am glad that in my life, its not the first time and it will not be the last time that I sit at the top of my life's journey and enjoy the view.

With all the metaphors that I have just used, I want to say that if it wasnt for my hardships and my madness that I would never understand the real meaning of life and most importantly love.