what just happened

I have been sick for the past 3 days straight. And as fast as it came....wait, it didnt leave quickly. I have come to realize that things dont seem to happen when you expect them to. More importantly I think things happen as they NEED them to. A lot of people may claim it to be divine intervention but I think its way for the universe to balance itself out. I dont want to say that I was overly busy or over exerting myself but I do want to say that these past 3 days where I have in my bed, in my shower, or on my couch has allowed me to realize that I have a lot ahead of me and its time to get orginized. I was going through the motions but really digging in. Well, it may take "night sweats" to get me to shape up but I wonder if it will be the same for everyone? Or if some people never change....

In the beginning there were membranes....

                     With the start of the new year, year of the Rabbit, it is time for recovery and rest. Im never sure what to believe but last year was a hell of a year, year of the Tiger. I believe that last year decided to take every oppurtunity to piss on my open wounds that it could. I hate to use the words unlucky or painful to describe last year, but I think that this year....this is my year.
                     The year has started out well thus far, sprouting new relationships and vitalizing old ones. It is always interesting to see those that will stand with you in battle and those that want to shout advise from the background. Its not the first time that character has been tested but I guess that I have never seen the casualties that I did. But I guess that flowers can grow from concrete and even rocks can be destroyed by rain.
                      On the brightside, school has started and prep for one of the biggest tests in my life has begun. I am not sure how prepared I will be or how I will do but I can tell you that January 2011 is one of the best Januarys. :)