Ok Ok, For those of you who dont know me. These are some photos of me........As you can see I am super sad. Now you cant see it at first but if you look past the smile, past the guiltlessness, past the healthy body, past the peacefulness, and even past the true joy I feel. You can see that I am miserable.
Now just to confirm it I want to point out that I have some of the cutest nieces and nephews. I love them so much and I love to watch them grow and change. One of the best things that I enjoy is how they notice and point out things that we as adults take for advantage. I love the weather and from the snow in June to the 80 degrees at 8pm. Utah is crazy but its nice and so many of the people that I love and hold dear live here. My family will get a little smaller this week, Gregg moves to Oregon for medicine. excited for him but will sure miss him. I will have another long distant brother like I do with Sean.
One dynamic that occurs here in Utah is the idea that happiness is unreachable without God in your life. everyone looks at you different and definitely thinks about you differently. The truth is I am happy and I feel like I have written it quite enough in most of my blogs. Of course there are down days but they are outweighed by the up ones, thanks to great "family", great wine, and great experiences that happen new everyday..... for example I was at a parking meter where the first 20min are free. I ran in and it took me 30min and I was sure I would get a ticket. But someone had turned the meter for me. There is good in the world. ha ha
I know I must sound pessimistic and glass half empty but what can I say.....Life is horrible in this miserable spell I am in. But until then, I will enjoy my friends, my sunny days, my simple joys, and definitely my merlot!!!
peace, love, and rock and roll, Deuces.
